So unique..
I find myself lost in thoughts a lot lately. It’s become a chore to talk and
communicate. Somehow I just don’t feel like it. Is it the world, or is it just me? My words are gonna be unheard anyway. My words are worthless.
Then why say it?
This world is amazingly fake. People are trying to be who they aren’t. But is my view of this world just a reflection of myself? Cause it takes one to know one. It takes one to impose their own views on others.
Am I just viewing the world through a keyhole or am I right about it?
Well then I am just sick and tired of trying to interpret it. and myself.

What a blast. first two weeks have gone by. Just like that.
And now I am doing Art history homework. Hurr
sounds fun huh?
Anyone knows how to go to botanic gardens?
My memories of that place is really blurry.
I think I only remember the bridge thingy.
So do tell me if you do know.
Melissa made me spam All-American Rejects in itunes once again. lol
Today I woke up one hour earlier, went to school one hour earlier and sat there waiting like a dumbfuck all along thinking that class starts then.
hahaaa
Well. thats funny isn’t it.
Something worth blogging isn’t it.
The new timetable is out.. And man, holidays are ending soon. So soon. And yea I got into photography! It has been the most popular elective since who knows when. So many people are interested in photography its almost like a trend a fashion. Pretty cool timetable, start early but ends early most of the time. And friday is free, means i get 3 days consecutive free day. shiok.
Year 1 and year 2, there are times I gave all my best, there are times I gave half-assed work, there are times I just stopped and did nothing. But it went by pretty fast and I made quite a lot of friends, and amazingly its not only within the class but throughout the whole course.
But now, in year 3, everyone is split up. Feels like its a pity if I don’t get to know more people.
Andd, year 3 is expected to be really busy, its the final lap afterall. Expect myself to suffer and scream and cry and crash and burn.
hmmmmm.
Now I am burnt and weak.
Its been a long while since I am so freaking exhausted. I mean, yea, I am not a strong guy, but I haven’t been working out so much except weekly running in school.
So I woke up 5am in the morning ytd, met Shi Kai at khatib mrt. And headed down to bedok reservoir. Fine morning. And we realised we were doing some charity dragon boat. Haha, means no stress man.
After carrying some stuffs ard and eating free breakfast, the event was starting. And we were doing boat holding. means when the dragonboaters load and unload, we are to hold the boats. Sounds damn easy but we really gotta use strength when we try to stabilize the boat. Esp when some sort of newbie dragonboaters anyhow jump in.
After the event is over me and shikai actually took out a dragon boat ourselves and row into the reservoir ourselves, LOL. Boss say can learn steering like that. One person paddle, the other steer. joke man. Cause both of us are noobs in both steering and paddling. Damn paiseh when we blocked others.
So all the way until 6. Woh, all burnt and shit. Shi Kai went home, but I headed down to marina square just to get my camera bag. ok bye.

Everybody’s bored at work.

Can you see the north star?
We both sort of exhausted all our topics during the first night, so the second night was hell. We played psp. I continued and finished reading my time traveler’s for the second time. Listen to MATS sing. Fuck, do they have to shout? I mean they shouted the whole night. And the song isn’t even nice, much less there singing.
Mats take pride in their talents in public nuisances.
At least lovers got show to see. But ytd no lovers. sian..
Overnighting is easy, when you’re chilling, doing work.
But not when you’re fucking doing nothinggggg!
Haha, me and ruixiang stayed over at bedok reservoir to look after equipment. It was boring as hell.
So much that I did such photography.


rui xiang.. the man with the girlfriend. *cowers in shame…
I was talking to my friend about attachment recently and I said, “I better not be alone in a studio”(it’d be scary)
And she said, ” I came to Singapore when I was 15, and you’re 19 already.”
I never felt that stupid. hah.
If my scenario was scary, then I really can’t imagine hers. And its been years since shes here in Singapore. Its quite amazing huh.


Some pics from bishan park. =D
I need to drop the fear to venture sooner or later..

I don’t know, I just find this funny. hahaha
Having holidays now, but knn, still got project to do. Its a competition for the school. Argh.
And wth, jz’s job there is just to walk around? good sia.. I mean you study to be a eye-power guy. Man.. what else can you ask for?
I have friends at attachment doing shit jobs. Heard that one got posted to popular (yes, the bookstore) headquarters. Totally design unrelated. So I better be happy if i got posted to a studio.